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Saturday, February 28, 2009

WANTED: MORE Mayuki clothes!!!! =D

2 wks back, i organised my veri first spree - Mayuki spree. if u still never heard of Mayuki, its e num 1 taiwan online auction site tt sells ladies apparels. Has been joining sprees since late 2007 but its onli till then tt i had a taste of being a spree organiser =D its a private spree though, its just me n a few good frens cos im not an approved spree organiser at any of e spree community (most of them currently din accept application for spree organisers =()

considering e num of participants we hav quite a big order. 6 of us ordered a total of 30+ items.. girls realli can shop right? lolz
but Mayuki clothes are realli nice, more of my style - feminine and/or sweet, and when coupled with sales when prices are realli slashed down (unlike some spore sales), e clothes are just too tempting to resist.. so when i din see any ongoing mayuki sprees for e past 2 wks i decide to hold one cos i realli wanted to get some of e clothes =P

& e clothes arrived last night!!! came in one big box n my mum nearly fainted.. cos it din help tt my sis n her frens also ordered sth from Taiwan n her 2 parcels came earlier than mine n then my box is e biggest among all. even though i explain to her tt onli 1/7 of e clothes inside belongs to me, she's still rather sceptical.. shit la, next time she sure take out this issue n to grumble + complain... anyway e clothes are nice!! however e dress tt i ordered turns out to be beige than e whitish that i thought would be.. so right now e colour sort of blend into my skin tone n i dun look as good as i thought i will be.. so disappointed.. now still comtemplating wat to do with it..

n as if this isnt bad enough, e Mayuki spring clothes tts launched on mon is so super nice.. makes me so super gian even with my all-too-recent purchase from them. their collection, IMO, is e nicest among all e other acution sites. most of them are for casual n i cant wear them to work. on e other hand, like wat i mention earlier, Mayuki collection gives a lady-like feel and e colours are just so nice. at times when im looking at e clothes i just wondered why im not born in Taiwan.. they got so mani pretty stuffs! items tts selling in spore realli pales in comparison lor.. now i got quite a num of items on my wanted list now.. oh no.. to buy or not to buy?? unlimited wants and limited resources.. i think one day i can become an online shopaholic..

Clothes I bought (Total damage? Approx $67)













Clothes/Accessories I want!!















Tuesday, February 24, 2009

last nite i was informed tt one of my fren's father passed away while today i got a wedding invitation from another fren.. how contrasting.. n quite a shock to me, cos i neva heard of the deceased father's condition at all before e passing on. right now dare not ask e fren wat happen cos right now i guess anyone in e shoe will be extremely emotional at this point in time..

生命真的好無常。。
所以人在這世上得把握每一分鐘,不讓生命留白。
但易說難做,有誰可以說他的人生中沒有遺憾?
做人真難。。。
Monday, February 23, 2009

Musical Monday

不怕付出
蓝心湄

我发现我真的是再也无力
触动一颗已经没有我的心
所爱的人不留念的表情
是最让人心凉的一场雨

总相信我们的爱能走下去
有笑有泪才会动人难忘记
可惜只有我一个人相信
改变不了两个人的分离

爱你怎么会是个错误
从甜蜜一路到痛苦
原来未必越拥抱越相处
就了解彼此越深入

爱你怎么会是个错误
从天真悲伤到清楚
感情不是够努力够付出
就一定留得住幸福

总相信我们的爱能走下去
有笑有泪才会动人难忘记
可惜只有我一个人相信
改变不了两个人的分离

爱你怎么会是个错误
从甜蜜一路到痛苦
原来末必越拥抱越相处
就了解彼此越深入

爱你怎么会是个错误
从天真悲伤到清楚
感情不是够努力够付出就一定留得住幸福
感情不是够努力够付出就一定留得住幸福
Sunday, February 22, 2009

first time i reach a place before 8am (except sch) n its alr damn crowded over there.. e queue is snaking not once, but twice round the area.. fainted.. yes, im at e spore flyer trying my luck to get my hands on e free tix. but then all my efforts of waking up at 6.15am which implies tt i onli sleep for like 3 hrs e prev night has all gone in vain.. so ended up going to queue for e bumboat tix.. then while queueing there, one of e auntie who also in e queue was saying tt she reached e flyer at 6am and there's ard 400 ppl there le.. wah seh.. sporeans are realli damn kiasu until when e first bus/mrt barely started their service, they are alr faithfully at e queue.. OMG.. think next week if i want to get e tix i must stay overnight le..

anyway one comment for e STB.. if e objective is to encourage sporeans to go out as a family then also spend to help e economy then can they be more generous n also include more places of attraction? at first i thought its 2009 tix for sat and another 2009 tix for sun. then upon reading e newspaper onli did i realise its 2009 tix for both sat n sun.. *ah the* leh.. n how come the zoo is not among e free place? national musemum and sentosa are realli bad choices to be included in leh.. cos in e 1st place, e admission tix to both places are so cheap..

anyway luckily got e tix for e boat n then end up touring city hall area while waiting for my mum n sis to off work.. so i walked from the flyer to merlion park to esplanade to marina sq to suntec to bugis junction then to national lib.. all within 2.5 hrs.. reason why i can cover these areas so fast is cos i din realli shop ard.. alr know these places too well le cos have been shopping there regularly for e past 2 yrs since they are so near my office.. if u give me orchard road, i'm able to shop for a longer period of time la, but seriously think tt spore lacks unique shopping experience cos e tenants of e shops are rather similar.. its like once u cover 3 shopping centres, u've alr seen approx 70% of e big name shops ava in spore..

walked even more when my mum n sis reach town. went back to esplanade and merlion park n took e boat ride. 1st time taking a ride on spore river n i must say tt e view u get while on water is vastly different from wat u see on land.. there are certain angles tt u can onli view on water, for example, the front face of e merlion. we managed to sit at e open air area of e boat so we can get to enjoy e 'river breeze' n our angle of view is also much wider. quite a good experience =)

then when i was telling my fren abt it, she said she'll rather take e boat ride than to go to the flyer. cos she say e area near spore flyer are all construction sites n hence nothing to see. all e rest of e buildings eg merlion n esplanade are quite far away so its actualli not worth e time n money to go up there. this i hav to agree cos i took e ferris wheel in japan for onli S$10 n e duration is also approx 30min. when u have such deals to compare against, e spore flyer seems to be overcharging..

at e end of e day, my legs were arching.. to think tt im actualli wearing sneakers!! gone were e days when i can stand for 10 hours straight.. haiz.. getting not fit le..

anyway PTC finally announce e extent of e fare reduction but its onli a mere miserable 2 cents. i was half expecting it to be 4 cents to offset e hike of 4 cents last yr leh.. its way too little la.. like wat my mum say, might as well dun cut fares.. make it sound so nice but e actual gesture is like so insincere.. i realli dun feel that e companies are willing to tide over e tough times w e consumers leh.. esp when they are benefitting quite a lot from e rapidly falling oil prices/electrical tariffs.. shd hav learnt never to expect too much from GLC..


& my wish abt going back to Tioman is abt to get granted.. AB going to Tioman this time round!! oh how i miss Tioman!!! who likes to go?? now jioing ppl to go w me.. =D
Saturday, February 21, 2009

Food for Thought

红绿交通灯
自力
  睡不着觉,望出窗外。沉沉夜色,灯火宜人。

  突见一闪,由红转绿:哦,是交通灯。小时候用广东话叫红绿灯。

  其实我天天在路上,不管是搭巴士,坐德士,自己开车,还是行走,时时处处都碰见它,都(尽量)规规矩矩地遵从指示,听候调遣。偶尔也许心情略微波动,或恼或喜,或急或烦,却从来没有因之费脑劳神。此刻不知怎的,被深深地吸引住……也许是躺在床上,半梦半醒,进入了非常的境界吧!

  啊,红绿交通灯!此刻似乎突然有所领悟:您真可谓集文化,道德,政治,工程,科技,甚至艺术之精华的人类文明伟大发明创造之一。别的不说,“平等”“人权”这样的价值理想,在交通灯的制度里可算是得到了基本的实现。不是吗?人人不分肤色,语言,信仰,国籍,不分男女,老幼,强弱,智愚,美丑,贫富等等,在红绿灯定时依序变换信号的系统操控之下,个个都有行的权利,个个也有止的义务;红绿灯以简单机械的轮流规则,要求集体共促交通顺畅,依靠大家互保生命安全——多么美好的人间啊!

  想着,想着……要是现代社会没有红绿交通灯呢?今天的人类能靠“大同博爱”“舍己为人”这样的精神来解决十字路口的问题吗?(傻笑。)先进文明的社会可能会用“先来后到”的次序来决定通行权吧——因为那可能是比较能够体现平等的。(点头。)至于先来后到呢?在现实中那是“客观”“自然”的,或者更多是所谓的“自由竞争”?(闭眼。)竞争中到底又有多少自由?坏车跟好车,旧车跟新车……还有那开车的,温文对凶狠,谦恭对霸道……越想越入非非,越思越入恍恍。

  突然,窗外山脚,红绿灯前,发出一响急刹车,接着是一通~#¥*%#~*!

  啊,还是睡吧!

转载自联合早报
Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Latest addiction: Sudoku

after finish watching the last episode of "The Gem of Life" which by the way, isn't as good as I will like to watch (but its okay cos its a well known fact its e 2nd last episode that is more interesting/intense), dun feel like wathcing any drama now.. dunno why but i guess long dramas realli sux e energy from u man..
so i find myself turning to play sudoku.

remember e veri 1st time i played it which is sometime last yr, i gave up halfway.. decide to try again but at a simplier level and now i cant seem to get enough of sudoku =P besides e one published on e newspaper, i even turn to net to search for more.. i feel its a good way to train ur brain n enhance ur logical thinking.. heard tt there's pattern to spot too but until now i din spot any.. complete e puzzle by elimination method.. lolz..
& find tt the one publlished on TODAY newspaper is more challenging than e others.. even e easiest one can take me like 30 min to do it..

well, aft having done sudoku puzzle, im actualli thinking of creating sudoku puzzle.. =D kudos to e sudoku inventor leh.. its actualli a simple game which is also v easy to set but yet its still so fun to play..
as e setter, u just need to fill up e num 1-9 in any way u like n then just rub off some num to turn it into a puzzle.. but i guess e difficult part comes about as to which num to erase, esp if u want to create various level of difficulty.. guess i need to wait till i have my hands on in setting such puzzle before commenting again ba.. n meanwhile im contented solving sudoku puzzles.. =P
Monday, February 16, 2009

Musical Monday





Breaking My Heart
Michael Learns To Rock

I'm on the floor
Counting one minute more
No one to break the silence

Staring into the night
All alone but that's alright
It's the feeling deep inside I don't like

There is no excuse my friend
For breaking my heart
Breaking my heart again
This is where our journey ends
You're breaking my heart again

Here in my bed
Counting the words you've said
They linger in the shadows

Coming home late at night
Drunk again but that's alright
It's the look in your eyes I don't like

There is no excuse my friend
For breaking my heart
Breaking my heart again
This is where our journey ends
You're breaking my heart again

There is no excuse my friend
For breaking my heart
Breaking my heart again
This is where our journey ends
You're breaking my heart again

There is no excuse my friend
For breaking my heart
Breaking my heart again
This is where our journey ends
You're breaking my heart again..
Sunday, February 15, 2009

Food For Thought

选择希望
赵琬仪
  进入风雨难测,荆棘未知的09年,认为“希望越大,失望更大”的人是应该受到鄙视的。

  新上任的美国总统奥巴马在就职演说上说:“我们聚集在一起,因为在希望与恐惧之间,我们选择了希望;在矛盾冲突和团结一致之间,选择了团结。”

  面对未知和挑战,放弃希望等于未战先降,害怕拥抱希望的人是懦弱而短视的。他们缺乏历史的智慧,人文的憧憬,道德的勇气,以及活着的热情。

  当然,希望,是需要有历史、文化、道德的承继作为承诺,而不是口说无凭,信口开河的空头支票。

  奥巴马在演讲中指出,美国经济的成功不是以GDP的大小,而是它繁荣所覆盖的广大;它给予有志者公平机会的能力。他再次从美国建国历史提取凭证——先人可以做到的,我们应该也可以。

  然而,历史往往给予参考,却不能提供任何强有力的证据,特别是每一代人挑战都不一样,每一代人总觉得所须克服的问题都比过去的艰巨。于是他进一步地发掘历史的回忆,提醒大家,过去的成功来自自由的男女为相同的愿景团结在一起,用想象力和必然的勇气去实践它。

  “挑战是新的。迎接挑战的工具是新的。但我们所依赖的价值观念——刻苦、诚实、勇气与公平竞争、容忍与好奇、忠诚与爱国心——它们是老旧的。它们是真实的。它们是推动历史进程的沉静动力。”

  历史的借鉴意义在于它保存了兴衰成败的价值观念。奥巴马演说的动人,在于他左手历史,右手现实,握在一起,拉阔了人文图景,加深了现代人在时间长河里的存在价值。因为有了前人的范式,我们知道自己并不孤独;面对未来,现在任何的努力都会被记录,甚至怀念。

  正如第二天散落在各大报章的评论文章忙着指出的,美国所面对的问题,千头万绪,团结国民,还须赢得国际盟友的友谊,奥巴马散发出来的希望光环,不一定是照出问题的曙光。

如果你相信,好的开始便是成功的一半,相信正确的态度将是坚持走下去的动力。如果你愿意用生命去寻找超出物质本身的意义。为什么你不被美国新总统的演说打动?
  新加坡社会和所有经济发达的社会一样也推崇想象力和创意。但,我们对历史和人文的教育,以及给予的重视还是不足的,以致我们的想象力和创意许多时候,流于水分过多,养分不足,质感单薄。

  在法国图卢兹酒店房间里,一边准备第二天的采访,一边收看BBC电视新闻,观看美国总统就职仪式。奥巴马演讲的魅力透过电视传播仍把我从采访笔记中拉进思绪的迷宫。

  欧洲国家拥有对人文科目的重视,和把文史哲视为理所当然的教育基础的悠久传统。社会生病了,社会科学家从分析社会价值体系的更动来为人心看诊。一个着重培养工程师、技术人员的社会是不是有足够养分的人文修养与历史学识去消化经济萧条所引发的软性挑战?理性的分析,理性的方案,是不是能发挥团结人心,安抚情绪的感性力量?

  当事情发展超出了理性意志所能掌控时,我们凭什么召唤希望、耐心与体谅?

  Oscar Wilde 说,我们一无所有,但我们抬头仰望星星。

  星光闪烁着光和热,它默默地焕发着希望的力量。只要你看得到。而你用什么去看见呢?

转载自联合早报
Thursday, February 12, 2009

spin off from the budget...

finalli i heard tt e bus fare is going down!! can be considered once in a lifetime man =P at least now we know that transport operators are not so cold blooded.. but who knows..

n there's one MP that says that 5 day week ought to be revised.. wat the... cos he say now youngster getting slacker.. like hell man.. who now gets to off work right on e dot?? even my civil service frens got history of working till 11+pm lor..
contradicting.. one hand want ppl to get married & procreate but on e other hand want ppl to spend more time @ work... lost of words...
Monday, February 09, 2009

Musical Monday




你是我的眼
萧煌奇 

如果我能看得见
就能轻易的分辨白天黑夜
就能准确的在人群中
牵住你的手

如果我能看得见
就能驾车带你到处遨游
就能惊喜的从背后
给你一个拥抱

如果我能看得见
生命也许完全不同
可能我想要的我喜欢的我爱的
都不一样

眼前的黑不是黑
你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天
我望向你的脸
却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开

你是我的眼
带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼
带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼
带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界
就在我眼前
就在我眼前
就在我眼前

眼前的黑不是黑
你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天
我望向你的脸
却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开

你是我的眼
带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼
带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼
带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界
就在我眼前

你是我的眼
带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼
带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼
带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界
就在我眼前
就在我眼前
Saturday, February 07, 2009

Food For Thought

理想的假期
赵琬仪

  每年公司给予编辑部员工21天年假。但如果把每周的休息日和公共假日算进去,每年便有超过120天的休息日。换句话说,一年365日,我应该有超过四分之一的时间在放假(技术上来说)。

  我做白日梦的时候,会在百多个休息日得拆件用的规格中串想N个理想的度假格式。一年当中有“三短两长”的假期会很理想,退而求其次有“一长两短”也不错。

  “长”去从来没有去过又带点体能难度的地方,例如到北极看冰天雪地;到西藏挑战高山症。

  “短”去我眯着眼睛也能穿街走巷走透透的城市,如香港、台北、东京。

  换个位置发呆,发现我的白日梦,有属于新加坡人的特质。

  这些年有一股旅游风潮在酝酿中——沙斯期间,人心惶惶,踏出家门都怕怕——怕别人嫌弃你带菌你怕人家传染病毒;更别说踏出国门,随时准备卡在海关,上演打道回府的黑色喜剧。

  穷则变,变则通,人家不欢迎你,你就呆在自家国门放假好了。于是,我们这四五年来看到很多的旅游指南,专门服务本地旅客,借重新包装之名,认识自家境内的旅游潜质。台湾、日本在这方面就办得非常成功。它们的旅游指南,八个字:美不胜收,爱不释手。

  我的台湾朋友,可以10年不离开台湾,但每季都享有丰盛的旅游生活——春天上阿里山赏樱;夏天到垦丁泡沙滩;秋冬去一趟温泉旅行;周休去十分、鹿港逛一圈。

  过去,由于日本生活费高,一趟东南亚游比去北海道还要便宜,所以很多欧巴桑、欧吉桑退休旅行都选择出国。换作年轻一代的日本人,外国的魅力固然存在,但近年留在国内旅行蔚然成风。

我回想起在日本旅行时碰到的日本年轻旅客。电单车游北海道怎么样都比大包小包飞出去度假当逃难似的潇洒自由。

  留在国内消费、旅行放假是很多能够自給自足的国家的生活方式,特别是拥有四季的国家,一个地方每年至少有春夏秋冬四个玩法。岛国的新加坡四季如夏,岛民可以选择去乌敏岛圣淘沙,再远一点就得去马国、印尼。

  是新加坡人特别喜欢旅行吗?人有钱有闲时自然就不安于室,所以爱旅行不是新加坡人特有的。但是,旅行等于出国却是新加坡人的宿命。

  城市去多了,重复地逛书局、泡咖啡座、游美术馆时装店精品店,人是在放假,但是眼睛耳朵大脑还是贪婪地在吸收,心灵并没有得到休息,也就难有真正的修养生息。

  我一直很喜欢翻读日本休闲杂志,即使文章九成看不懂,但是欣赏图片和美术设计已回味无穷。近年爱上Brutus的旅游专题、Lingkaran的城市漫游专栏。Brutus今年秋天做了一辑行山的旅游特辑,特别找了松浦弥太郎( COW BOOKS 创办人、《生活的手帖》总编辑,)撰写行山游记。此外,还罗列了一系列行山所须的器具、有关行山露营的文学历史等知识性文章。

  每逢12月,我便开始构思新一年的旅游愿望单。下来一年,行山郊游会是top of the list。如果考到驾驶执照,还会去得偏远一点。

  理想的假期,不用搭飞机坐船。就像日剧《沙滩小子》的欧吉桑,忙碌的夏季结束了,开着旅行车,带齐渔具、简单的露营器具,到深山,找个听到河水淙淙的位置,夜里起火看星、白天钓鱼啜茶,沉浸在大自然拥抱着的纯净空气。

  这样的假期不需要目的地。简单的生活,不外是吃好劳作休息,安安静静。

转载自联合早报

my perception of an ideal holiday is very simple: leave e crowd, close to nature, relax and have fun.. tts why i dun like to stay in spore for a hol, cos its simply too crowded n there's literally no nature to speak of..
guess most sporeans think tt way too, so u cant blame sporeans for liking to go overseas
Monday, February 02, 2009

Musical Monday




Won't go home without you
Maroon 5

I asked her to stay
But she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
the words that would mend
the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
thinking "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
the taste of her breath, I'll never get over
And the noises that she made kept me awake
Oh
the weight of things that remain unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
thinking "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
Of all the things I felt I've never really showed
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
Should not ever let you go, oh oh oh
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you