in e end still end up going to HK next mth.. agreed to 2 trips in 3 days~~ i must be out of my mind....
& right now with PAP introducing new candidates, right now e focus is on e 27 year old Ms Tin.. wat i cant help noticing is how e media emphasizes on her marriage. from e feminist point of view, why shd a woman be linked to her man? why can't women be independent successful parties?? surely there are other things to focus on... from e cynical point of view, is that how she got in?? why marry such an older guy?? she is about my age & i can't imagine being with a 40 yo man.. 6 years older & i can alr feel some existing gap, what more is double of tt difference?? will i support her?? some of her comments are rather facepalm leh..
showing e worth before moving to parliament or going to parliament to prove e worth?? hmmm
another thing which i notice abt e candidates is how quite a number of them tend to emphasize that they came from humble backgrounds... trying to connect to e ground?? & so what if they are not born with a silver spoon when they are born/while growing up?? most singaporeans are anyway, what's so special?? & there is also this term call 忘本。。。。
somehow my cynical mind is at work again & think tt e more one emphasises on a particular aspect, e more ulterior motive one has...
& i jus find out tt one colleague is attached at around e same time as i do.. & a long distance one too! ;D tho mine is alot longer.. haha
another cute incident is i was telling another colleague that Dear is not 100% white & have some middle eastern blood & her response is 'oh, then he must be rather handsome!' hmm i know middle eastern women are pretty but not really so for guys..
well, i hav nothing to complain abt Dear.. happily attached (^^,) & Dear is transferring to e dept he wanna go soon.. happy for him & also one step closer to him relocating to sg =)
then right now SIA is offering fab rates to go HK & Taiwan!!! but must resist temptations.. alr promise to go visit Dear~~
finally it is heartwarming to see ppl doing their part to help Japan.. there is some flag raising going on earlier, durian donation by ieatishootipost, MOS burger You Can campaign etc.. & of course not forgetting the $1 mil donation by a 24yo gurl!! may her ppl can heal their wounds & move ahead.. ganbatte Japan
spore elections is coming up real soon... good, then wont clash with my travel plans.. =P
then e pandas tt to sg next year are coming hav new names - Kai Kai (凱凱)& Jia Jia (嘉嘉) hmm im fine with Jia Jia but find it abit weird with Kai Kai leh.. perhaps this name doesnt sound as smooth??
& can i hav a greater variety of news, esp good news??
for the past week or so, e unrest in Libya has been hogging the headlines until im getting immune to it & hoping to see other news..
right now i dunno shd i blame my mind for having such thoughts & which news i prefer to see
when e earthquake strikes in japan, i never thought it will hav tt devastating effect for japan..
cos e japanese has been well equipped with tt sense of danger since e big one in 1923 & tt Tokyo is actualli quite far from the epicentre..
but apparently, as it has shown again, e power of water is actualli more deadly than jus mere earthquake..
& right now the nuclear situation is getting from bad to worse
真是人算不如天算
even with preparation, at times humans jus cant defy/at e mercy of nature...
its tragic to see even a wealthy nation such as Japan being on e verge of being brought down to her knees with transportation disrupted, food contaminated, no or little electricity + water after e strike of a natural disaster...
有時不禁會想人生即然這麽無常，那爲何人卻不懂得為自己而活?
& cos of this, my much anticipated trip has to be cancelled..
or at least postponed to next year this time round ='(
perhaps in e first place i shdnt hav my hopes high..
e higher e expectation, e higher e disappointment/sadness...
haiz....
& japan, pls pls dun hav any more quakes tt will destory ur beautiful places...
i wanna see them all but unfortunately tohuku has to suffer such a fate
very typical of me not being able to sleep much on e nite before i go aboard.. can anyone helps to explain why?? & im starting to yawn now.. jialat plus its raining too...
one of e few eng songs tt caught my ears nowadays..
Love the way you lie Eminem Ft Rihanna
Just gonna stand there And watch me burn But that's alright Because I like The way it hurts Just gonna stand there And hear me cry But that's alright Because I love The way you lie I love the way you lie I love the way you lie
I can't tell you what it really is I can only tell you what it feels like And right now there's a steel knife In my windpipe I can't breathe But I still fight While I can fight As long as the wrong feels right It's like I'm in flight High of a love Drunk from the hate It's like I'm huffing paint And I love it the more that I suffer I sufficate And right before im about to drown She resuscitates me She fucking hates me And I love it Wait Where you going I'm leaving you No you ain't Come back We're running right back Here we go again It's so insane Cause when it's going good It's going great I'm Superman With the wind in his bag She's Lois Lane But when it's bad It's awful I feel so ashamed I snap Who's that dude I don't even know his name I laid hands on her I'll never stoop so low again I guess I don't know my own strength
Just gonna stand there And watch me burn But that's alright Because I like The way it hurts Just gonna stand there And hear me cry But that's alright Because I love The way you lie I love the way you lie I love the way you lie
You ever love somebody so much You can barely breathe When you're with them You meet And neither one of you Even know what hit 'em Got that warm fuzzy feeling Yeah them chills Used to get 'em Now you're getting fucking sick Of looking at 'em You swore you've never hit 'em Never do nothing to hurt 'em Now you're in each other's face Spewing venom And these words When you spit 'em You push Pull each other's hair Scratch, claw, bit 'em Throw 'em down
Pin 'em So lost in the moments When you're in 'em It's the rage that took over It controls you both So they say it's best To go your separate ways Guess that they don't know ya Cause today That was yesterday Yesterday is over It's a different day Sound like broken records Playin' over But you promised her Next time you'll show restraint You don't get another chance Life is no Nintendo game But you lied again Now you get to watch her leave Out the window Guess that's why they call it window pane
Just gonna stand there And watch me burn But that's alright Because I like The way it hurts Just gonna stand there And hear me cry But that's alright Because I love The way you lie I love the way you lie I love the way you lie
Now I know we said things Did things That we didn't mean And we fall back Into the same patterns Same routine But your temper's just as bad As mine is You're the same as me But when it comes to love You're just as blinded Baby please come back It wasn't you Baby it was me Maybe our relationship Isn't as crazy as it seems Maybe that's what happens When a tornado meets a volcano All I know is I love you too much To walk away though Come inside Pick up your bags off the sidewalk Don't you hear sincerity In my voice when I talk Told you this is my fault Look me in the eyeball Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist At the dry wall Next time There will be no next time I apologize Even though I know it's lies I'm tired of the games I just want her back I know I'm a liar If she ever tries to fucking leave again I'mma tie her to the bed And set the house on fire
Just gonna stand there And watch me burn But that's alright Because I like The way it hurts Just gonna stand there And hear me cry But that's alright Because I love The way you lie I love the way you lie I love the way you lie
wah din noe tt gahmen can be inconsistent.. proposed budget can also subject to changes.. is e initial budget tt bad??
& going to meet Dear next tues! ^^ missing him lots... absence realli makes e heart grows much fonder..
tho he's not going to see me in dark purple hair.. haha cos i open up e hair colour pack and giv up on DIY-ing wat a hassle.. i prefer to let someone do it for me.. hee
