its been quite a long time since i pull an all-nighter.. even during my last astro overnite ob, i slept for like 2-3 hrs.. & plus last nite its not leisure.. & oso quite surprised tt i can tehan until now.. awake for 37 hours and counting..
realise i cant wake up early to do work even if i planned to.. not enuff determination.. cham.. so end up doing thesis e whole nite.. then aft consulting my supervisor, i realise i got a lot more to do.. *die* now realli doubt if i can complete on time..
no matter wat, i must do my best for it.. not jus for me, but also for my supervisor.. actualli i realise when i do things, i do it more for other ppl's sake.. eg O & A level.. why i wanted to do well in both is not bcos i care abt my future, but rather other ppl plays a more impt role in my studying hard for them..
hmm am i being weird? at times i feel tt its not good cos im acting as if i dun hav my own life.. but dunno leh, perhaps im not a veri ambitious person ba so i tend to take things easy so im more motivated to do things when other ppl are also involved.. anyway this is my last sem and i'll give my best and graduate with pride!
