im not sure if im jus a wols and unproductive person or that the module is plain difficult.. spent hours aft macro lec to derive jus 4-5 equations!!! *die* & to think tt i actually come from a JC which is famed for its gruelling maths which in turn brush up my maths skills.. seems like ive lost the 'feel' for maths.. going by this rate, i doubt i can handle both thesis and macro.. no wonder alvin warned us against this combi last yr.. it get wat he means now, but we also wont have a choice in e 1st place.. one consolation is that i onli need to focus on these 2 stuffs, e other modules are still rather slack for now.. =D
but e downside is, i still cant get myself enthu for my thesis!!
ive finally kick myself out of slack form but im not dividing my interest equally.. macro although tough, i have no qualms abt spending hours on it.. maybe its my inert instinct ba.. ever since sec sch, when i cant get a maths ques right, i will tend to ponder over it for hours until i get it before moving on to other stuff.. so macro is kinda like pringles, once i start i cant stop.. am i a freak? i guess not many are willing to subject themselves to such difficult task rite?
heard others who have 'been there, done that' say that e 1st few lectures are among the most difficult.. later lec will be easier.. hmm, wonder if its due to adapative expectations or it is realli simpler in absolute terms..
