Just got my results and still trying to let my mind digest this fact... really a huge blow to me. I haven did so badly before ever since I came to uni. Previously I thought that no matter how badly I did, I wont be THAT poor to get the C grade, but I did... now my record of getting As and Bs only is broken... and the thing that makes it even more difficult for me to accept what is before my eyes is that my 2 worst modules are actually the modules which I walk out of the respective exam halls feeling not bad about the papers!!! Must have made some stupid careless mistakes again that cost me my grades. and not surprisingly, along with it, my CAP went tumbling down. If I were to plot a graph of my CAP over the semesters, it definitely resembles the stock market currently =D
The just-past semester is a mistake. I shdnt have overestimated my ability from the beginning and take honours modules. I should have heeded my fren's advice not to take up the 2nd most difficult Econs honours mod. I shouldn't be so full of myself to think that I will be all right. Now I'm just paying the price of my arrogance. Just like a Chinese saying goes 'yi fen gen yun, yi fen shou huo', I ought not to practically slack the whole sem and still expects good results. Actually my result is considered decent but I just have yet to come to terms in getting a C+. think it's a psychological thing ba, just like how I wish I can 'liquidpaper' off my O level English grade. Lol
One of my friend say let this sucky result be the motivation to work hard for the coming semester.. I agree, if not most prob I will think that I'll be lucky forever and continue be happy-go-lucky. Then I might be in for a greater shock. But on the other hand, I now doubt my ability. I fear of the 2 sems ahead, dunno how to survive the remaining econs honours mods.. perhaps I'm really not as good as people, me included, think I am.
