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Saturday, April 30, 2011

apparently i've been missing out on quite a number of happening events since i left for HK..

alright, i watched a short telecast of the royal wedding over a TV in a 茶餐廳 when im having supper on fri nite & heard about the youtube song cum video as the wedding present for Prince William on fri morning in 深圳..

but what i din manage to know until on my return flight is Mr Low is leading a team to contest Aljunied GRC and this team is an A* team..
wow, it certainly upped the intensity of this upcoming election!!
& my FB homepage is full of comments/notes abt e various parties/GE

now i wanna get a piece of e action.. hee

didn't wanna come back to sg...
i wan more shopping!!! =P
Monday, April 25, 2011

買東西吃東西, 買東西吃東西
here i come!!!! (^^,)

Musical Monday

Thursday, April 21, 2011

yay yay yay!
i got to vote in e coming elections!!

& this time round the opposition party is also fielding quality candidates..

perhaps i really need the cooling day to seriously think it over..
Tuesday, April 19, 2011

just when i think 7 may might be too rush a time for elections as e gahmen prob wants e undergrads to vote wisely, it is now the E day...

& 5 years back, its 6 May the E day..

anyone like to bet e next GE date? =P
Monday, April 18, 2011

shd i say tt i practiced singaporean's kiasu-ism to great heights??
these are e magazines i bought during e past month..



to get e following freebies...





okay, there are 2 magazines i bought cos i wanna read them & not bcos of e goodies..
tho there are 4 which i bought solely for e freebies..
& doing a calculation, it is actualli not tt cheap..
all these cost me close to $100
time for a rethink??
esp e jap magazines.. right now im not impressed by e bags tt are given out free...


& i realise perhaps im a hoarder as well, after one tidying up session of my warerobe..





dun think i shd run amok when i go HK next week...
seriously dun need more new items with e exception of shoes for now & probably 1 or 2 branded bags to pamper myself(??)
so its jus eating & more eating there =P
but can i really resist e tempetations??



& speaking of eating, somehow im getting more & more disappointed with e food i got recently..
seems like most food suffered a drop in standard..

Eg 1: e famous chicken rice @ Bishan..
the rice is not as fragrant and abit dry

Eg 2: Milk tea from Muji
this is one milktea i love and when i dun feel like queuing for KOI, it is a good alternative minus e pearls..
but right now, e milky taste is gone =(

Eg 3: fried prawn noodle @ Seah Im Food Centre
was recommended to it by one of my frens several years back..
& now e noodle is not as soft and taste bland..

perhaps it's just a one-off thing (i wont expect everything to be perfect everytime, e normal curve exists for everything), or maybe my expectations had gone up??
i just hope e food providers will continue to put in e effort to serve good food, ur efforts would not go unappreciated..


& back to current affairs..

looking at all e new candidates put forth by PAP, i will say im impressed by some of them..
but one thing i cant help to notice is tt a majority are from the public sector.. plus quite a number of scholarship holders..
is this e kind of diversity PAP wants??
is this considered diversity to the general public??
at least to me, it is not exactly e kind i have in mind..

& also not forgetting e 'which sch they go to argument' i pit forth 5 years ago..
it still rings true now..
even tho i consider myself to be a heartlander, i realise at times my behaviour, thinking etc differs quite a fair bit from peers who did not went thro e same 'good sec sch to branded jc to local uni' route & at times try as i might, their actions etc baffles me to some extent..
don't like to think that e candidates will be in ivory tower but there is this possibility

& sidetrack a little to mention abt Ms Tin.. e points by several senior PAP members saying why she shd stay in GRC as a response to a petition going on to place her in a SMC reminds me of e infant industry argument...
& is it an admission tt e GRC system has deviated from its original intention/objective??

finally cant help but look at e spoken language proficiency of e candidates & realise a handful of e chinese speaks zero dialect..
not tt it is e prerequisite tho kinda feel sad tt e speak chinese campaign is kinda a victim of its own succcess (or did it even succeed in e first place?)
somehow e more i learn of a dialect, e more i find it beautiful..
& hokkien/teochew is actually a much closer version of e chinese spoken by e ppl in china back in e Tang/Song Dynasty!!!
e mandarin spoken now is e manchu/beijing (okay i admit this one confuses me) version & it would have been Cantonese being e 'Mandarin' right now if it din lose by just one vote back in 1911/1912...
jus feel that we sg chinese ought to treasure more of this culture heritage brought by our forefathers...

Musical Monday

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Food For Thought

没有灯光通明的夜晚

刘剑梅(美国马里兰大学副教授)

前几天看到日本的海啸地震,看到自然灾害在一瞬间就把那么富裕发达的现代城市破坏得跟废墟一样,把生活富足安定的人们一下子就带到地狱之门,不禁感慨生命之脆弱。然而,天灾固然可怕,人祸——核电站的危害,更是让我感概人类文明之脆弱,感慨人类深陷现代科学技术所带来的困境。


我11岁的儿子,天天跟着我看新闻,对核电站的危害开始忧心忡忡。他说希望发明一个时间机器,可以回到从前,把关于核的知识全部抹去,这样地球就是干净的了。我听了就问他,可是你们这一代人,这么依赖电视电脑,好像一天不上网就活不了,每天的日常生活中都需要这么多的电,没有核电站来供应足够的电能行吗?这就是现代文明的困境啊!他听了不语。过了几天,儿子和女儿的学校搞了一个“地球日”,号召所有家庭停电一个晚上,于是孩子们那天晚上不让我开灯,我们的邻居也都关了灯,整条街漆黑一片,我点起了蜡烛,在微弱的烛光下,孩子们闪着新奇的眼光,兴奋地讲故事聊天,直到累了才上床休息。


这么短短的一个晚上,倒是让我想起了我的童年。那还是一个没有电视电脑的时代,我和妈妈、奶奶住在闽西的一个山区小城,晚上早早睡觉,清晨黎明即起,日常起居虽然简单但不乏情趣。记忆中我有很多时间读书,也有很多时间观察院里的花草虫鱼,或跟小朋友玩泥土,或在屋外乘凉,或看星星看月亮,听长辈闲聊,在慢的节奏里捕捉生活的灵味。那种接近“原始”的生活状态,现在想起来,心中充满了诗意,虽然没有灯火通明的夜晚,可是有闪闪烁烁的萤火虫的亮光,还有大自然的花草树木与动物的合奏,完完全全是宫崎骏的《大提琴手》中所展示的那种琴声回荡的让人沉浸的逍遥状态,然而这样的夜晚却离我们如此之遥远了。


他们的天使都背对着未来, 我也不由得想起庄子的丈人圃畦的故事,庄子质疑机械,认为“有机械者必有机事,有机事者必有机心。机心存于胸中,则纯白不备;纯白不备,则神生不定;神生不定者,道之所不载也。”(《天地》)庄子认为机械会迷乱人的本性,让人脱离天道自然的运作,他之所以反对机械,是希望人能够保持纯朴的天性,过着顺应天道自然的生活。现代科学技术和文明发展虽然是为了提高人们的生活质量,让人生活得更加幸福,更加安逸,可是事实上却离天道自然越来越有距离,让人越来越依赖机器,人不是变得越来越自然化,而是变得越来越机器化了。


庄子的这种看法,在本雅明那里也得到了回应,他在《启迪》一书中曾用德国艺术家保罗·克利的一幅画《天使》来批判现代文明对自然的摧残。这天使“脸朝着过去。在我们认为是一连串承前启后事件的地方,他看到一场巨大的灾难。这灾难不断堆积着残骸,把它们抛在他跟前”。本雅明对“进步”的质疑跟老庄说的返回原始自然的本真状态的思路是一样的,他们的天使都是背对着未来的:“从天堂吹来一阵阵风暴,它猛烈地吹击着天使的翅膀,使他无法把它们收拢。这风暴无可抗拒地把天使刮向他背对的未来,而他面前的残垣断壁却越堆越高,直逼天际。这场风暴就是我们所称的进步”。


可惜,老庄和本雅明的“向后看”的姿态,在后工业社会中是不被人理解的,大部分人只看到科学进步带来的方便与安逸,却很少看到进步带来的浩劫,只有当天灾人祸真正来临时,才有少数人会开始聆听这种警示的声音。, 可悲的是,我们恐怕永远也回不去那个充满大自然天真天籁的夜晚了。不管怎样,我还是为儿子对“原始”生活的向往而感到欣慰,


他虽然在网络时代中长大,却有这种“向后看”的姿态,有对自然本性的憧憬。我知道,他想用时间机器来改变“进步”的步伐只是孩子般的幻想,但是他的希望是简单而美好的,他只是希望,未来不要变成废墟,未来的空气、土壤和水都是干净的,未来的人们可以自由自在地呼吸,可以“乘云气,骑日月,而游乎四海之外”,而不用带着防毒面具来维持生存。
Friday, April 15, 2011

somehow i think human's thinking that we can be God and try to act against nature is something i beg to differ...

this perception cant be more evident in e issue of procreation...

read quite a fair bit in recent years about how some middle age Asian 名人 trying their hardest to get a child and their success/failures..

if they belong to the category where they met & dated their right one for e past 1-3 years, im fine cos i know bearing a child is not a small matter and anyone will like to hav a child with e right person..

unfortunately these ppl belongs to e category where they hav dated each other for e longest time (say 6 years and more) and jus decided to go for a child in their late 30s/well into 40s.
this is one which i don't have empathy for..
i suppose its common sense to everyone tt femals hav a bio clock and the threshold age is 35. males hav too but heard e age is prob 40.
this means tt even if a child is conceived after this age, e quality is probably not as good..
if these ppl hav alr been tgt for years and even alr have tied e knot, i dun understand why dont they start e procreation earlier??
is it realli that worth it to pursue career at e expense of a family??


time waits for no man!!
somehow i feel tt reproduction is similar to investment, e best time to do it is usu yesterday/last week/last month/last year...
Wednesday, April 13, 2011

japan revised e nuclear crisis to the highest grade 7..
kinda surprises me tt e matter is still not resolved & actually worsen after one month..
or is e japan side not forthcoming in e first place?

reminds me that china has been arrowed for not revealing the actual stats on several occasions..
& now even japan?
or perhaps i shd have expected it looking at her attitude towards WWII..

家醜就真的就這麽不可以外揚??
但人命關天嘞!!!


一波三折。。。。

計劃永遠趕不上變化,而且沒有一個是順著我意的

想把它當成是考驗但我的心已不知可以再承擔多少。。。。
Monday, April 11, 2011

Musical Monday

Saturday, April 09, 2011

Food For Thought

瓶颈

孙爱玲

彳亍歌

  人的一生,总有遇到瓶颈的时刻,那时候,是什么话也不想说,什么人也不想面对,什么书都看不下去,什么事都提不起劲;在这种情况下,可能就要离开所处的地方,潇洒走一回。

   人到了瓶颈也未尝不是好事,下一个动作最好就是飞出瓶口。乐观的人说,飞出瓶口就海阔天空,天有多高就可以飞多高,离开那封闭的瓶子,地有多远就可以走 多远,远得不再回头。悲观的人说飞出瓶口,那会消失无踪;殊不知,消失也是自由,化成灰,化成风,成为气态的生存,精灵般的生活着。

  最 无法度的是人到了瓶颈,还要留在瓶子内,我明明是无回旋的余地,还要自得其乐。有时想冷却自己,宁静得没有杀伤力;有时要冲破瓶子,可是哪来这样大力度。 好!不如加强热度,奢望化成核子爆炸物,同归于尽;成为福岛第一核电站,爆炸!但爆炸后就要被放弃。心想能成为最后一种状态就能鞭策历史。

  最最了不起是在瓶颈的时候,能呆上很久的静止状态,这犹如尘缘快尽的境界,但不至于死,此时心哉美矣!

   有说:“禅是一种心灵之道,一种人生态度,一种思维方式,一种审美感受;禅是一杯茶,一首诗,一幅画,一本书…… 禅是一种当下的美妙存在。”早上搭德士,车上播放佛曲,好像在说人生如何走来。我问开车师傅,这词曲从何而得,他说从“净土”而来,他问我会太大声吗?我 说不会,词写得很好,曲也谱得宁静。他说你是佛教徒,我说我是基督徒!

  传道书说:“虚空的虚空,凡事都是虚空,人一切的劳碌,就是他在 日光之下的劳碌,有什么益处呢?一代过去,一代又来,……弯曲的不能变直,缺少的不能足数。”换句话说,已经过去的事重新再来,许多的事我们也无能为力, 那为什么要劳苦呢?传道人说上帝叫人劳苦,使他们在其中受经练,那就是说人来世间走一回,必要经历这历练。但劳苦担重担的,可以到神那里得安息!

  苦苓因痛苦退隐山中,如今担任台湾雪霸国家公园解说员,逍遥自在!他说人本来就是从大自然来,人在生病的时候,在不开心的时候,在不妥的时候,就要回归大自然,和大自然多多接触。对!这瓶颈算什么?回归自然去!山中走一回。

Thursday, April 07, 2011

這只是一場遊戲一場夢??

該夢醒了來面對現實??

看來從我作決定的那一刻,已注定前面的路並不好走

所以應該說是我太天真還是說我太樂觀??
Tuesday, April 05, 2011

the heat is back!! =(


清明时节雨纷纷,路上行人欲断魂
借问酒家何处有,牧童谣指杏花村。

& it really rain today
hoping e donwpour now will cool things a little..
Monday, April 04, 2011

Musical Monday

Saturday, April 02, 2011

Food For Thought

野马脱缰

易 一

帮腔人语

  往年的惯例是:每逢春节到来,百物“趁机”起价,之后就一直卡在原位,不曾随着春节的落幕调回原价。如今有了新 例,即佳节还不曾到来,就已盛传衣食住行成本将节节扳高的“警讯”,要每个“活口”做好充分心理准备,重要的还是预先进行“瘦身”运动,以免临危措手不 及,不知如何继续“摸石过河”才好。

  连续不断的侵蚀,什么稜稜角角也终告蚀平;年复一年的希望也年复一年成泡,美梦又将何以为附?不迟不早“正好”走到这个时段,“正好”遇到这种或那种“流感”袭击,“蚁民”们除了无奈、无力、无助继续苟延残喘之外,又能有什么选择?

   以金本位为基础的币值由于含金量不断流失,时值相应折损;做为国际流通货币的美元,如今又由于一再“量化”,大量“注水”供应,而激化以美元为核算的原 材料/原产品的成本攀升,更进一步驱使币值含金量递减。“数字游戏”、市场波动莫测高深,“蚁民”本来一概不懂,也漠不关心,但“落实”到衣食住行的每一 个具体项目,挤压到人人存活的“一线天”,大伙儿难免切肤之痛与忐忑不安日以继夜盘踞不去。

  “水涨船高”展现眼前的新一轮景象使人明 了:自然生态遭受破坏肇致全球气温变暖,而气温变暖又肇致全球水位增高——大势逆转无门,一叶扁舟连带舟中的“船民”从兹也就落在风口浪尖上,欲下不能。 一觉醒来,你我这才发觉:“钱可以通神”的日子已成过去,认为钱决定一切,只要有钱就可随心所欲买到任何东西的“常态”甚至倒转过来,显示钱未必能够买到 你所看中的东西,纵使能够买到,你也必须付出更多的代价。阁下当年以约合现在四分之一“低价”买到的一栋房子,趁着房价飙升的良机“高价”出手,看似着实 大大赚了一笔,殊不知经过这么多年来,钞票悄悄地又一点一滴地持续贬值,钱越来越cheap已是不争的事实/趋势,因此只要稍加核算一下,你可能就会发觉 你引为得意的“高价”,一经“缩水”的币值“抵销”后,和当年的“低价”又有什么实质的差距?接下来你可能还会吃惊:你以现在的“高价”也未必能够买到当 年“低价”的同一栋房子,毕竟今钞并非昔钞,货品自然“时价”不同。

  咖啡、茶水每杯起价一角,没得商量;鸡饭、叉烧饭、云吞面、虾面每 盘/每碗分别起价三角至五角,没得商量;其他与接着下来还有什么东西……没得商量,CPI的每月/常年增幅又达到多少百分点……没得商量。除非阁下下定决 心从此不食人间烟火,否则还是只好持续“处变不惊”撑到最后一口气方了。