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Monday, April 30, 2007

解脱。。

i think no one is as insane as me ba.. fancy go play badminton 3 hrs before a paper.. =P
but will still rot at home if there's no badminton.. cos e module is rather boring, din feel like touching it again after reading it once.. then for me, its aft e horrible macro, open book + S/U so i super not in e mood..
well right now i can say GRADUATE LOH!!! ( of course, i realli nid Prof B to 高抬贵手 & my thesis markers be 慈悲为怀)

Muscial Monday

你那么爱她

作词/作曲:林隆璇
李圣杰&林隆璇

直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个
美好风景
只是她早已离去
直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
为甚么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的
两个她
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔
直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个
美好风景
只是她早已离去
直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
为甚么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的
两个她
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔
你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
为甚么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的
两个她
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔
Thursday, April 26, 2007

never been so devastated before

Prof B decides to flex his muscles and show his mighty worth today by setting a paper that will be termed e killer paper in yrs to come..
neva did i expect his qns to be so creative, misperception on our side..
aft exam, all our faces were of ash colour & one of my fren actualli cried.. then before long, my eyes were watery..
one plus week of prepatory work go to nought, then still suffer from heartbreak somemore.. think it would be better if i din study at all..
looking on e bright side, all of us were on e same boat..
onli thing i can do rite now is to pray
Monday, April 23, 2007

Symptoms/Omen/Signal??

aft a not-too-bad weekend, i din manage to accomplish anything today... am i overworked or suffering from serious overdose of macro?

im so not in my usual self today so much so that even when i decide to take a break and play a game or two of bridge, i can made a serious error/blunder.. now confirm become joke of the week/month liao..
looking at e bright side, at least i provide much laughter to e ppl present then.. lol..

2 days to go before e dreaded macro.. where my hopes to maintain my 2nd upper status lies.. e stakes r certainly high.. hope i can get out from today's slump and put in a good performance during e exam..

Musical Monday

我怀念的 (孙燕姿)


我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说
Friday, April 20, 2007

"If we do not provide you a receipt for your order immediately, look for any of our floor manager and your order will be free."

If the counter staff did not issue u a receipt, what will u do?

If u linger around the counter for a few more seconds, the staff will remember and pass u e receipt..
When that still doesnt happen, i decide to try out to see if e claim is realli true..
Outcome?
I got a refund promptly and I felt bad at e same time.. dunno if i did e right things..

Interviews

one thing i like about interviews is tt u can go to places which normally u have no access to.. =D

But for today's interview, the chore of travelling far outweigh the interesting venue plus excitement of meeting ur potential employer and checking out e workplace.. n to think that i can be said to be seasoned in travelling (ive been spending approx an hour to travel to school for the past 6 yrs) so u can imagine e location is realli ultimate..

& not too optimistic about today's interview..
dunno why but i was usually dropped after e 1st round of interview... is it e norm or im just abnormal?

think e prob lies in me ba.. even after several 'training' sessions aka interviews, i still feel nervous and din present myself as well as i wld like to.. then plus my cant-realli-control-and-not-too-good body language.. maybe its time for me to get coaching and practice in front of mirror.. =D

meanwhile hoping for good news to arrive..
Monday, April 16, 2007

Musical Monday



今天你要嫁给我 (陶喆& 蔡依琳)


春暖的花开带走冬天的感伤
微风吹来浪漫的气息
每一首情歌忽然充满意义
我就在此刻突然见到你
春暖的花香带走冬天的饥寒
微风吹来意外的爱情
鸟儿的高歌拉近我们距离
我就在此刻突然爱上你
听我说
手牵手 跟我一起走
创造幸福的生活
昨天已来不及
明天就会可惜
今天嫁给我好吗
JOLIN IN THE HOUSE
DT(David Tao) IN THE HOUSE
JOLIN IN THE HOUSE
DT(David Tao) IN THE HOUSE
JOLIN IN THE HOUSE
DT(David Tao) IN THE HOUSE
OUR LOVE IN THE HOUSE
夏日的热情打动春天的懒散
阳光照耀美满的家庭
每一首情歌都会勾起回忆
想当年我是怎么认识你
冬天的忧伤结束秋天的孤单
微风吹来苦辣的思念
鸟儿的高歌唱着不要别离
此刻我多么想要拥抱你
听我说
手牵手 跟我一起走
过着安定的生活
昨天已来不及
明天就会可惜
今天你要嫁给我
听我说
手牵手 我们一起走
把你一生交给我
昨天不要回头
明天要到白首
今天你要嫁给我
听着礼堂的钟声
我们在上帝和亲友面前见证
这对男女现在就要结为夫妻
不要忘了这一切是多么的神圣
你愿意生死苦乐永远和她在一起
爱惜她 尊重她
安慰她 保护着她
两人同时建立起美满的家庭
你愿意这样做吗
Yes I do!
听我说
手牵手 一路到尽头
把你一生交给我
昨天已是过去
明天更多回忆
今天你要嫁给我
Monday, April 09, 2007

Musical Monday

逆光
孙燕姿

也许我一直害怕有答案
也许爱情仅在风里打转
离开释怀
很短暂又重来
有时候自问自答
我不要困难把我们击散
我责备自己那么不勇敢
遗憾没有到达
拥抱过还是害怕
用力推开你我一人留下
有一束光
那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见
那是泪光
那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁
我不要困难把我们击散
我责备自己那么不勇敢
遗憾没有到达
拥抱过还是害怕
用力推开你我一人留下
有一束光
那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见
那是泪光
那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁
我以为无路后退
反复证明这份爱有多不对
背对着你如此漆黑
忍住疲惫
睁开眼打开窗
才发现你就是光芒!
有一束光
那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见
那是泪光
那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁
光芒
你是光芒
Saturday, April 07, 2007

Weekend Special: Korean Actress - Han Hye Jin (韩惠珍)

Im sure Han Hye Jin is one of the hottest actress in South Korea right now.. after Aja Gum Soon and recently ended Junong.. I was kinda late in noticing her, onli first saw her in Jumong.. Onli started watching Gum Soon when I heard that Channel U is showing this drama.. Loved both her characters!!! Currently one of my top fave actress, she is certainly beautiful and a natural actress! My heart goes out to her whenever i saw her cry in Gum Soon. Futhermore even though she's beautiful, she is not like other actress that poses this unseen barrier. As in 她虽美但她不会太冷艳,让人觉得有距离感或是她有点高不可攀。 她会比较有真实感,会像是你会在街上遇见的漂亮的美眉/姐姐。。 不知其他人的想法如何?




























Credits: www.soompi.com/forums "Han Hye Jin" thread under "K-Dramas and Movies"

Thursday, April 05, 2007

relaxed mood for all (or at least e thesis & ISM ppl)

no one is doing academic stuff when i drop by hons room today.. well who will be? =D 休息是为了走更远的路。。

& im out to waste time today.. hee.. went to school to settle stuff and then went to town.. quite surprised to find sales going on in some outlet so ended up shopping under the name of preparing for interviews.. girls sure knows how to find excuse to shop ya? lol.. but its super-value-for-money.. initially wanted to buy a suit set which is going for $78 @ Iora but the jacket ran out of my size.. *sad* but still, i spent close to a hundred bucks... at e rate im spending, my mum is going to kill me..

am pleasantly surprised to have quite a num of companies calling me to go for further rounds within the next 2 weeks.. am almost resigned to the fact that im not as competent and sought after as my econs peers.. it sure feels good to be in demand.. haha.. more work for me im happy to take on these extra workload..

finally..

too tired to come online last night..
after dunno-how-many all nighters + countless cans of coffee + a super overworked laptop = completion of thesis + rapidly aging skin + a whole lot of sleeping debt to pay..

& i still think i screw up my thesis.. not big time, but to some extent..
din wanna talk about the screw up process but i'll like to realli thank all those who help me out in the hons room yesterday.. if not for u all, i would have broken down.. so super touched by their actions.. heartfelt gratitude to all (J, A, JM, KK, SX, KL, WL, ZL)
wat's worse: realise quite a num of mistakes after submission.. *faint* now im super afraid...

but wat's done cannot be undone.. right now i jus need a break..
then i nid to focus my energy on macro 3..
Monday, April 02, 2007

Musical Monday

사랑인가요 (Perhaps Love) by HowL & J (from Goong/궁 OST)

언제였던건지 기억나지 않아
자꾸 내 머리가 너로 어지럽던 시작
한두번씩 떠오르던 생각
자꾸 늘어가서 조금 당황스러운 이 마음

별일이 아닐 수 있다고 사소한 마음이라고
내가 네게 자꾸 말을 하는 게 어색한걸
사랑인가요 그대 나와 같다면 시작인가요

맘이 자꾸 그댈 사랑한대요
온 세상이 듣도록 소리치네요
왜 이제야 들리죠 우-
서로를 만나기 위해 이제야 사랑 찾았다고

지금 내 마음을 설명하려 해도
네가 내가 되어 맘을 느끼는 방법 뿐인데
이미 난 니 안에 있는 걸 내 안에 니가 있듯이
우린 서로에게(서로에게)
이미 길들여 진지 몰라

사랑인가요 그대 나와 같다면 시작인가요
맘이 자꾸 그댈 사랑한대요
온 세상이 듣도록 소리치네요
왜 이제야 들리죠 우-
서로를 만나기 위해 이제야 사랑 찾았다고

생각해보면(생각해보면) 많은 순간속에
얼마나 많은 설레임 있었는지
조금 늦은 그 만큼 난 더 잘해 줄께요

함께 할께요 추억이 될 기억만 선물할께요
다신 내 곁에서 떠나지 마요
짧은 순간조차도 불안한 걸요
내게 머물러줘요 우-

그댈 이렇게 많이(그토록 많이)

Credits: http://www.aheeyah.com/lyrics/ost/ost_princesshours_kor.htm